last night

Last Night

"Rise and shine, sleeping beauty!" he called out for her. It was a lazy Sunday. The sun was peeking through the curtains, fresh air filled up the room as Zayn opened up the window. Strong smell of coffee and sweet smell of vanilla pancakes slowly crept up to Tiffany's nose.

"Mmhh.." Tiffany mumbled. She covered her face with a pillow and pulled the blanket over herself. The party last night made her tired and the after party was crazy.

"Come on, babe. I made pancakes for you!" Zayn slowly crept up the bed, laying on top of Tiffany. He pulled the blanket away from Tiffany and threw the pillow to the side. Their faces were inches apart but TIffany's eyes were still closed. Zayn pecked her cheek and her eyes shot open.

"Mornin', love," she mouthed.

"Ha, morning breath!" he exclaimed and did a half smirk. Within seconds, their lips touched. Then Zayn pulled away and went into the blanket with TIffany. He held her so tight, she could hardly breathe. They laid there for few minutes, soaking in everything that happened the night before. It was wonderful. Magical. It was anything anyone could ever dream of.

Zayn turned to Tiffany and hugged her. He tucker her silky black hair behind her ears and looked straight into her eyes. His thumb slowly caressing her soft white cheek.

"I love you, babe," he said.

"Love you too, love," she replied, smiling. Once again, their lips touched and they just laid there, forgetting the world.

"I hope we're going to have kids soon," Zayn said and they both giggled.

Idklol

It went slowly. Dripping away on my skin. Sometimes it felt so tingly but I couldn't even bother so I just wiped it away. My breathing went fast as I counted one, two, one, two. It felt so good. It was definitely the right thing to do. My energy was about to deplete but I kept going anyway. This was the time to do it. I couldn't wait anymore. When I reached my point, I gulped down as much as I could, letting myself wet.

All of a sudden, someone grabbed my shoulder. I turned around and there he was, my handsome prince charming, Oliver. He was wearing a dark gray t-shirt and leather pants.

"Oh, Mary, you're all wet! Did you enjoy it?" he asked.

"Of course I did, baby. Besides, I need to get myself back in shape for that modelling competition," I replied turning my back to him and putting my bottle away. He hugged me from behind and kissed my salty cheek.

"Rie, you know you're just perfect the way you are! You don't need to join the competition. It's not worth it. Besides, I can always bring you to the movies and maybe we can go to the gym together," he hugged me tighter.

"Oli, I need that trip to LA. It's my dream ever since I was in my mother's womb!" I pulled myself away from him.

He turned me and kissed me full on the mouth.

blinded by anger

Blinded by Anger

"Are you okay?" he asked her with full of anxiety.

"Oh, I'm fine.. it's just.." she tried to explain but the thought if it made her feel sadder and she could not bear with the news.

"It's okay, you can tell me when you're ready," he said.

"Actually my boyfriend passed away a week ago," she said, sobbing.

It was now clear why she had been avoiding Joseph. He tried to call her but she ignored it. He went to her apartment but she did not open the door. Carey had been avoiding any contacts since her boyfriend, Ernie died. Why? Why did she let him go? She should've went instead, not Ernie. She should've been the one who died.

"Oh my gosh.. I am so sorry, Carey. I didn't know. I'm so, so sorry," said Joseph. He had been friends with Carey since kindergarten and he had a crush on her but she never knew.

"Oh, it's okay. I'm sorry for not telling you earlier," she said.

"No, it's okay. Do you wanna grab some ice-cream? Maybe we could talk for a bit at the park," Joseph suggested and Carey agreed.

At around 4pm, they met at the park and bought chocolate and peppermint ice-cream. It was autumn and the leaves were everywhere. So they sat on a bench and talked. Somehow Joseph looked nervous but Carey was afraid to ask.

"You know, that night.. on Saturday. Your place was raining heavily, right?" he asked.

"Yeah, how did you know? That was when Ernie's car brake was not functioning. It still scares me. I should've been the one who drove the car," Carey said as she licked her ice-cream.

"Carey, do you know that I love you?"

"Yeah, of course I do. I love you too and you know that."

"No, I really do love you. I'd do anything to have you."

"What do you mean?"

"Carey, I liked you since kindergarten. I love you but you never noticed me. Of all guys, you chose Ernie. Why? Why, Carey?"

"What do you -" Carey was interrupted by a hug Joseph just gave her.

"Carey, let's just run away from here. Forget everything that happened here. We could have a happy family and I am going to work under my friend's company," he whispered to her ears and hoping that she would agree.

Carey released herself from Joseph and held his hand. She did not know what to say. This was so sudden and she was curious. What did Joseph said earlier? Was he jealous of Ernie? What did he meant by 'I'd do anything to have you'? How did he know it was raining heavily at her place?

"Joseph. Tell me everything. How did you know my place was raining on that night? Did you happen to be there?" she asked full of anger.

"Yes, I was there," he said.

"What were you doing there? I thought you had a family dinner to attend to," she said.

"I lied. I went to your house. I wanted to bring you on a special dinner but I saw his car. I saw you two kissing. I was angry. Do you know how hurt I was? So I went to his car and....."

--- I stopped writing. haha! What do you think happened? :)---

Missing Mia

Hola amigos!

Browsed through my old stuff and I sound few essays I wrote for my school exams and during the time I was bored waiting for the exam to be over. Haha! I loved writing, still love it but I have no inspiration lately. Hm. I just wanted to share some of the essays I wrote. :)

Missing Mia

The strong smell of salt water and the feels of tiny beads of sand on Mia Elyana's feet made her feel calm. It was a family vacation she was having with her father, Encik Kamal, her sisters, Nia Elisa and Lia Erika and her brothers, Asyraf and Andy. They were in Pulau Pinang as it was the end of school term holiday.

After three nights staying at the Pearl of the Orient, they took a ferry to Butterworth. However, they made sure that they perform their religious duties, that is praying five times a day. On the ferry, Mia took pictures along with Nia and Lia. Asyraf and Andy on the other hand, simply sat on the bench, enjoying the picturesque view of Pulau Pinang and the magnificent bridge.

Upon arriving at Butterworth, they decided to take a train to Kuala Lumpur. Mia and Lia had a fight on who was going to sit near the window and Lia ended up getting the seat. Feeling as angry (as a bird. lol.) as ever, Mia stepped out of the train. Her father shouted for her to hop on but she refused. Little did they know that the train's door would close in seconds.

Off the train went, gathering speed and leaving Mia on the platform. Her eyes bulged out for the sockets and in a couple minutes, she stood there, her eyes teary. She did not know what to do. She just made the biggest mistake of her life.

"Mom? Where are you mom? Help me.. I am scared," she whispered. A soft wind blew and she turned to her right. There, on the old yellowish wall, a sign that said, 'When in doubt, pray.' Mia went straight to the praying room and started praying. She was feeling remorse. She was the elder sister, she should have just dealt with not sitting near the window but now she rue it.

Mia then went to the information counter but no one was there as it was midnight. She decided to go to a police station but she was afraid. What if they laugh at her? What is she get lost? What is she get kidnapped? Finally she made her mind of staying in the praying room. The room had a nice blue carpet and some shelves to keep the praying mat.

After a couple hours, someone familiar came in the room, looking sad. Her eyes were puffy and her nose running.

"Lia?!" Mia half shouted.

"Oh, Mia! Mia! You are here! I thought.. I thought something bad happened to you. Oh, Mia, I am so sorry," Lia said, sobbing.

"Oh, no. I am sorry. I should have just let you sit there. Where are dad and the others?" Mia asked, hugging Lia tightly.

"They are just outside, come on," Lia led Mia to a bench where everyone was waiting, looking worried.

In a matter of seconds, their eyes lit up. Everyone went to hug Mia and teased her of hopping down the train. She looked up and thanked her mother and God.

"You know what, dad? I think mom helped me, and you too. I am so glad we are finally together again. God's work has its wonders," she said to her father.

"Well, your mom once said that nothing else brings happiness than having your loved ones near and having an unshakable faith," he replied, smiling.

Off they went, continuing their vacation. It brought them to such joy and it was definitely one of the vacation they would never, ever forget.

bored.

• 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
• Nopeeee.

• 2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
• Negative.

• 3. Have you taken someones virginity?
• Nopeee.

• 4. Is trust a big issue for you?
• Maybe.

• 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
• Like a week ago. :/

• 6. What are you excited for?
• Second semester.

• 7. What happened tonight?
• Idk yet.

• 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
• Guess so.

• 9. Is confidence cute?
• It's awesome.

• 10. What is the last beverage you had?
• Milo.

• 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
• A lot?

• 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
• Too fat to own one.

• 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
• Watch tv I guess..

• 14. What are you going to spend money on next?
• Albums, food.

• 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
• Maybe.

• 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
• Definitely.

• 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
• No one.

• 18. The last time you felt broken?
• Recently.

• 19. Have you had sex today?
• No.

• 20. Are you starting to realize anything?
• Yep.

• 21. Are you in a good mood?
• Not really.

• 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
• Yes!

• 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
• Not sure... o_o

• 24. What do you want right this second?
• Being with someone.

• 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
• Idk. Ngeh.

• 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
• Yep, never changed.

• 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
• Probably not.

• 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
• I forgot... it was something, last night..

• 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
• SO BADLY T_T

• 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
• Mm-hmm.

• 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
• Nope.

• 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
• YES :')

• 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
• NO.

• 34. Listening to?
• Demi Lovato - Lightweight.

• 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
• All the time.

• 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
• On his way to work.

• 37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
• Idk.. nahh.

• 38. Who did you last call?
• Someone.

• 39. Who was the last person you danced with?
• ... IDK. No one T_T

• 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
• because I wanted to.

• 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
• Long time ago.

• 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
• Nope.

• 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
• Maybe.

• 44. Do you tan in the nude?
• No.

• 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
• Never.

• 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
• Sort of.

• 47. Who was the last person to call you?
• Someone.

• 48. Do you sing in the shower?
• Nope.

• 49. Do you dance in the car?
• When I'm alone.

• 50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
• Yes.

• 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
• Uhm... for passport picture lol.

• 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
• No.

• 53. Is Christmas stressful?
• Idk.

• 54. Ever eat a pierogi?
• No.

• 55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
• Apple?

• 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
• Teacher, doctor, nurse.

• 57. Do you believe in ghosts?
• Idk.

• 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
• Yeap.

• 59. Take a vitamin daily?
• Negative.

• 60. Wear slippers?
• Yes.

• 61. Wear a bath robe?
• Everyday, someday.

• 62. What do you wear to bed?
• Clothes.

• 63. First concert?
• David Archuleta's. ;)

• 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
• Giant.

• 65. Nike or Adidas?
• Idk.

• 66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
• Idk.

• 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
• Peanuts.

• 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
• 22.

• 69. Ever take dance lessons?
• Nope.

• 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
• Maybe.

• 71. Can you curl your tongue?
• Yeap.

• 72. Ever won a spelling bee?
• No. =_=

• 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
• Yes.

• 74. What is your favorite book?
• Idk.

• 75. Do you study better with or without music?
• WITH MUSIC.

• 76. Regularly burn incense?
• Ha?

• 77. Ever been in love?
• Yes.

• 78. Who would you like to see in concert?
• David Archuleta, One Direction, Demi Lovato.

• 79. What was the last concert you saw?
• David's.

• 80. Hot tea or cold tea?
• Hot tea.

• 81. Tea or coffee?
• Tea.

• 82. Favorite type of cookie?
• Chocolate chip.

• 83. Can you swim well?
• Nop.

• 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
• Yeap.

• 85. Are you patient?
• Sometimes.

• 86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
• Band.

• 87. Ever won a contest?
• Yes :')

• 88. Ever have plastic surgery?
• Never.

• 89. Which are better black or green olives?
• Black?

• 90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
• Nope, never. BAD.

• 91. Best room for a fireplace?
• Living room.

• 92. Do you want to get married?
• Definitely.

the past two weeks :)

Assalamualaikum!

How are you all doing? :) I'm doing fine here. Hari Raya was quite boring. I met my family and relatives but other than that.... nothing. We didn't visit other relatives. We didn't play firecrackers. It was sad, for me. I thought I would enjoy it this year but no. :/ Everyone was sick, anyway. Flu, fever, cough. So the day after I got back, I got fever too. Haha. Thank God I'm fine now. :)

Last Saturday I went to Sunway Pyramid. Watched Percy Jackson. It was so cool! But I think it was so short. I kind of wish the movie was longer. Hahah. Had Sushi King too! It was so good. Been a long time since I last ate sushi. :) After that just went around Sunway then went back. GOT FEVER ALL OVER AGAIN. HAHA! The next day I was alright.

Hmm.... The other day I got stressed out. So super stressed. I CRIED. I didn't cry for a long time already. I guess I felt homesick. Haha! Also stressed about my studies. But Syira, Aida, Diya and Nurin were there for me. :') I need to stop procrastinating. Like, pronto. I need to stop doing things and just go sleep. It's so bad for me. Sooner or later, I would regret it. I need to remind myself to get 4 Flat. Popelat po Debid. Okay? Ok. Then I have some minutes to do. AAAHHH. Oh God, help me. :(

I'm actually seeing someone now. HEHEHAHA. No. =_= We just text each other like everyday. Haha! He's alright :3 But then again nothing's going on.. It's forever David. lolz.

DAVID IS COMING BACK SOOOOON!! OMG. 7 months to go! It's not a long time! Guess what, it's already AUGUST in 2013. 7 months won't be that long! Heheh. Anyway, yeah.. I should go off now. Ciaoo~~ I hope everyone is alright. Pray for me though! My studies and my health. OH MAN I NEED TO START EXERCISING!

I did the other day... From 5.40 until 7. We played squash for like, 3 minutes then jogged for 3 minutes then walked back. Turned out that the gym was open so I exercised using the cycle thingy until 7. Hahah. My thighs sore the day after. =_= But it felt so good and so awesome! I wish I can do it again! SOON. Okay I shall go now. Bye xoxo. hahah.