Saturday, May 31, 2014

Using only SONG NAMES from ONE artist/band, cleverly answer these questions.

Artist/Band: David Archuleta
Gender: Who I Am
Describe yourself: The Other Side of Down
How do you feel: Stomping The Roses
Describe where you currently live: Good Place
Your best friend is: My Kind of Perfect
Your favorite colour is: Rainbow
If your life was a television show what would it be called: Everything and More
What is life to you: Elevator
What is the best advice you have to give: Things Are Gonna Get Better
If you could change your name, what would you change it to: Angels

Aha, this was fun. :)

Name your favourite......

  1. Place: Home
  2. Person: David Archuleta
  3. Colour: Orange or Pink
  4. Food: Mac and cheese
  5. Smell: My own smell... or Lancome's Miracle perfume
  6. Book: Chords of Strength
  7. Movie: Mulan
  8. Music artist: David Archuleta
  9. Genre of music: Anything David sings
  10. Genre of literature: Drama
  11. Magazine: I don't buy magazines anymore....
  12. Texture: ??
  13. Time of day: All the time
  14. Day of the week: Thursday
  15. Tumblr: Mine
  16. Thing to do when bored: Online, read, sleep.
  17. Celebrity: David Archuleta
  18. Class in school: English
  19. Website other than Tumblr: Twitter
  20. Drink: Iced Milo
  21. Precious stone: Ruby
  22. Animal: Cat
  23. Flower: Morning glory
  24. Time in history: When I was born
  25. Font: Cambria
  26. Video game: ...
  27. TV show: ...
  28. Play: ...
  29. Sound: Rain
  30. Fruit: Mango
  31. Vegetable: Lettuce
  32. Store/shop: Speedy
  33. Article of clothing you own: My jubah
  34. Fashion/style: Simple..... haha
  35. Pattern: ...
  36. Workout: I don't even know.
  37. Quote: "Even if you can't sing, you can always plant a tree."
  38. Historical figure: ...
  39. Boy’s name: David. o_o
  40. Girl’s name: Mia Sunday
  41. Potato chip flavor: Original
  42. Meal of the day: Anything involving cereal
  43. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate chip mint
  44. Soda: Zesta
  45. Popcorn flavor: Caramel
  46. Season: Autumn
  47. Month of the year: October
  48. Word: banana
  49. Disney princess: Mulan
  50. Insult: ...
  51. Joke: ...
  52. Cussword: dafuq bij..
  53. Letter: Z
  54. YouTube channel: danisnotonfire, zoella, funforlouis, springkleofglitter. CAN'T CHOOSE.
  55. Eye color: Dark brown
  56. Memory: all of them
  57. Dessert: ice-cream
  58. Candy: lollipop
  59. Restaurant: Kenny Rogers Roasters
  60. Lifehack: ...
  61. Language: English
  62. Thing to learn about: life
  63. Thing about yourself: my overconfidence...

Thursday, May 29, 2014

been a long time since I did this!

1. name: zulaikha
2. birthday: 5th october
3. favorite color: orange/pink
4. lucky number: 6??
1. last dream you remember: I went back to my 'new' high school and just talked to the teacher and stuff. Idk
3. art/sports/both: none but maybe arts?
4. do you like writing: only love it when I have my mood! 
5. do you like dancing: love love love dancing! I can go on for hours
6. do you like singing: I like singing but I suck at singing. haha!
1. dream vacation: anywhere as long as it's a road trip where I can visit geographical and historical places o_o
2. dream date: maybe a picnic where we just sit and talk, share stuff, watch a movie on a laptop?
3. dream guy/gal/enby: taller than me, funny, knows how to get me. oh man, spiky hair maybe a faux hawk. stubble too.
4. dream wedding: just a simple wedding at a hotel. heh. a garden wedding would be nice..
5. dream pet: forever loving cats.
6. dream job: teacher? journalist? writer? 
1. favorite song: too many. waaaay too many.
2. favorite album: too many. I guess Demi Lovato's DEMI album.
3. favorite artist: David Archuleta.
4. last song you heard on the radio: probably Moves Like Jagger by Maroon 5.
5. least favorite song: I don't know......
6. least favorite album: none..?
7. least favorite artist: none.
1. sexual/romantic: both. muehehe.
2. hair color: black/dark brown
3. eye colour: dark brown.. hazel would be nice..
4. humorous/serious: both.. maybe if things get too serious, he can be humorous? heh
5. taller/shorter: definitely taller!
6. biggest turn-off: suddenly disappearing, smoking, etc.
7. biggest turn-on: piercing gaze, humour, good with words, etc.

Interview at UM

It's 12th of August 2014. The results came out and Alhamdulillah, I got accepted. You may read about it here.

Assalamualaikum! :)

So I got up at 4am last Saturday (24 May) cuz my flight was at 6am. Got ready and stuff then my mom sent me to the airport. Travelling alone, once again! I kinda love this. I feel independent whenever I do so. Also the stamps in my passport. Love them. Anyway, so I arrived at KLIA at about 8.30am or so. Took the bus to KL Sentral and reached there at 10.30am or so. I promised to meet a friend there so I waited at McDonalds. It was the easiest place to wait, in my opinion.

Anyway, so he arrived at 11am. I have never, ever met him before until that day. We only knew each other online so that was our first ever meeting. He's cool. He is what I pictured him. Haha! So we went to Nu Sentral to find a place to eat but ended up eating at KFC in KL Sentral. ~_~ So we talked and stuff, transferred files into each others' HDD. Movies, mostly. And animes. Later we took the taxi to UM. Ha, this is where it all starts........ my UM interview.

So we had to be there 30 minutes before the time scheduled in the letter, which was 2pm. Arrived there nearly 1.30pm. Prayed Zuhur then waited in the auditorium. I met Mayra there! She's such a pretty girl! So we just talked and stuff. Later, they called out our names but my name wasn't in it. =_= So I went up to the front with some other people and we gave our interview offer letter. As I was going down the stage, I met a girl who is from Sabah too. Her name is Athirah and she applied for Degree in TESL too. It was nice meeting her. What I love is that she was there alone. Sole traveller. :')

Anyway, so we waited for quite a long time. They played Tiga Abdul and this dude laughed like heck. His name is Valmiki (sp?), but I got to know him laaater in the day. Anyway, yeah. Names were called and it was 4.30pm. We had to go to another place to wait for our turns. Block B? or D? Idk. Waited there with Mayra, an Indian girl, Athirah and Miki. Shared stuff with Miki. He's a really cool guy. Very charismatic. I absolutely adore charismatic Indian guys. I have no idea why but they have this real strong independent thing about themselves. Maybe it's just me.

Anyway, my turn was at 5pm. Huh. Finally! So I went in, greeted the interviewers and they told me to stand and I had to do an eye test. It was the colour blind test. Oh yeah, I got interviewed by Dr Zawawi Ismail and another man who I don't know, I just love his English. Anyway, I was so nervous because these are huge people. They have huge reputation and Idk. I was so overwhelmed. Okay. So they told me to sit down and I sat.

Interviewer: So, Nur Zulaikha. Tell us about your background.
Me: I.. I wa-
Interviewer: Your cultural background. How you were brought up, etc.
Me: *huh okay question wasn't finished =_=* I was born in Sabah. My mom is Chinese and my dad I Malay. yaddayaddayadda. (I talked about how I got used to travelling and how the people in Sabah are united in a way)
Interviewer: Okay, in your opinion, which cultural is the better than the other?
Me: I think tha-
Interviewer: Like, the cultures in Sabah and the cultures in the mainland. Which do you prefer? (or something like that Idk)
Me: *why am I so eager in answering?!* I think that the cultures in Sabah, the people there are united... yaddayadda.

And then, I forgot the orders. Um yeah. Anyway then they said,

Interviewer: Okay, can you teach? We're giving you one minute, there's a whiteboard and marker behind you. You may erase that. Any topic. Go.

Me: Okay, so today we are going to learn about subject verb agreement. For example, 'He cooks dinner.' (yaddayadda me explaining about the singular and plural shizz.) Another sentence I did was, 'They walk to school together.'

Okay, good job. Good job. I love the example there.
Thank you, thank you.
Okay you may sit down.

I don't remember what happened next?! I think they told me to reenact the choral speaking speech I did years ago. I told them I could do it when I was actually so nervous that I was fidgeting. I said sorry many times and then they calmed me down and said that it was okay. So I sat down.

Interviewer: Ok. Zaman kini, guru-guru tidak dihormati. Bagaimanakah cara untuk memastikan pelajar menghormati guru?
Me: I think that the teachers sho-
Interviewer: Sila jawab dalam Bahasa Melayu, ya, Zulaikha.
Me: Uh. Okay. Saya rasa bahawa yaddayadda. Jika guru menghormati pelajar dahulu, IN A WAY, *chuckles* pelajar aka-
Interviewer: Takpa, takpa. Sambung dalam bahasa Inggeris.
Me: Okay. Um, in a way the students will-
Interviewers: *laughes* Itu yang saya tunggu. (or something like that)

What the heck just happened there though?!?!?! Why did he laugh?! T_T Was it because I wasn't supposed to actually answer in English? Or was it because they could tell I was full on English mode that day and I am more comfortable in talking in English? Hm. I have no idea. I hope it's the latter. Anyway, then they dismissed me and I thanked them. "Have a nice day!" I said. (I always do because David started it =_=)

Fuhhh. Glad that was over! But I was and still am quite disappointed in myself. I feel like I could do so much better. But it has passed. Let's just pray for the best. In sha Allah, I can get this. If I don't, then maybe UiTM is for me. Wallahua'lam.

So after that, performed my prayers and then met my friend. We took the taxi to KL Sentral. Later we went around Nu Sentral again because my sister wanted me to buy pampers but they were expensive. So we went around and bought Auntie Anne's pretzels. Had dinner at Subway. The pretzels were so good! Uh, then we just talked. Most of the time I was focusing on my phone. I feel so bad. I should have just ignored my phone. Life sucks. People suck. I suck. I really should have turned off my mobile data but I didn't. =_= Sorry.

So yeah, then we took the bus to KLIA. He accompanied me! I couldn't believe it. I told him to head back but he insisted on sending me home. :') I was and still am so touched. So we just talked in the bus and he gave me a button badge. Damn. It hit me right in the heart. Uhm, yeah. We just talked and talked, shared stories. He dedicated me a song right there and then. Haha. Love the song, love the lyrics. So we arrived at KLIA and he performed his prayers. At 9pm, we sat near the gates. It was a short but sweet meeting. I didn't want to go back but I had to. We said farewell and off I went into the gates. Sad thing is, I turned around but he wasn't there. =_= He had to catch the bus. Haha!

Flew at 10.25pm and arrived at about 1am. It was definitely a tiring day! Imagine in the plane for 5 hours, to and fro combined. In the bus for 2 hours, combined. Sat in the auditorium for 2 hours. 9 hours of sitting! Just imagine that! Not to mention the times we ate! Probably 12 hours of sitting! I actually crashed to bed and slept the whole day. Literally. I'd open my eyes, browse my phone for few minutes and slept again. I was soooo tired. I still feel guilty because I didn't hang out with my Dogo2 United. :( I hope I can make up to it!

Woo~ This is such a long post! Hahah! OHHHHHHHH BY THE WAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!! I finally got Hlovate's Versus! My friend got it for me! Thank you! It's a book about this dude who was a skater boy then he met this pious girl. He liked her but he was nowhere near her level in religion. And yeah, the story goes on. He changed. It was hard for him but he changed. I am still stuck at chapter three though. I just had this hibernation mode after the interview. o_o I didn't blog, I didn't read, I didn't do the chores. I just.... hibernated. I think I am alright now. :D

Okay, I hope to finish a lot of things before September! CAN'T WAIT FOR SEPTEMBER!!!! Okay. That is all for now. Thanks for reading if you did! I hope the interview thing is useful for those of you who are called for interview! TESLian now, TESLian forever! :)

Fi hifzillah.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014


Assalamualaikum! :)

MEdSI was alright. I took it on Friday at UMS. That morning I had breakfast with Shafiq. We were supposed to go to Azureen's cafe but it opens at 11 and it was 10. Haha! So we headed to McD. I had hotcakes. It's so delicious. Been a long time since I last ate it. Then he sent me to UMS. (Hehe thank you Shafiq.)

So we had to line up according to the room we got. I got Makmal Umum 2. The others were Makmal Umum 1, 3 and 4. I think. Anyway, so I showed the slip, signed where my name is and went to the lab.

I was there with my friend, Achok. We got the same room so we went in together and there were tons of computers. So we started the test. Picked UMS cuz that's where we took the text. 300 questions. I did for about half an hour I think? They were simple questions asking about yourself and what it's like to be a teacher? Idk.

Akademik adalah lebih penting daripada kokurikulum. Ya / Tidak.
Guru boleh memarahi pelajar sesuka hati. Ya / Tidak.

See, it's that simple. Ehe. So after we finished, met another friend, Hasmira and we went to 1 Borneo. Had Marry Brown. The chicken rice the is very good! Though the chicken's quite small. Ngeh. Then I went home and got ready for UM interview.

Monday, May 26, 2014

For some reason, I am in hibernation mode?

I have no idea why. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel like going online. I don't feel like writing a blog post. I don't feel like watching videos. I don't feel like reading books. I just. MEH. I feel so meh lately.

That is all. Haaaaaaaa.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Crazy Japanese Childhood


Okay so I've been wondering a lot about what happened during my childhood. Some people played with their friends everyday, play computer games, had piano lessons, etc. Most of them actually remember what they did. Like, "ooh when I was 10 I was so addicted to this cartoon on tv." and stuff. Then I just thought..... what was I doing when I was 10? o_o

So I started using the computer since I was like, maybe 7 or 8? I have siblings who are about 10 years older than me so I was exposed to teenage craze at that time. My brother liked Utada Hikaru. I've listened to almost all her songs and I know them. I have no idea what she's singing but I know the songs. First song I got to know was First Love. It was a beautiful song and yeah.. Next was Mirai E by Kiroro. Everyone was crazy about the song. I think I memorise it but not the exact words.

I guess my childhood had a lot of Japanese influence, eh? My sister loved Tomoya Nagase. I was hooked too. I JUST listened to two of his songs and it brings back so much memories. They're Hitoribocchi no Haburashi and Omae Ya Nai To Akkanen. Such meaningful songs. Omae Ya Nai To Akkanen has a beautiful message and it's a beautiful song. I actually teared up listening to it.

Anyway, so, uhm. When I was 10 it was all about Naruto. We actually have CDs (or DVD?) with all the episodes. Up until 100++ or so. It was crazy. I watched but I didn't understand a thing. Hey, I was 10! All I know was baka. hahahah. So yeah. Oh, there was also Bleach and Full Metal Panic. Fumoffu! Hahah. I remember sitting in front of the computer with a container of chocolate chip cookies, watching FMP. It was so cool.

Soon, my sister got addicted to UVERworld and bam! I know their songs too and probably memorise them. Hm. That was when I was 11. I guess my whole childhood, I've been influence with Japanese stuff! Although I'm not addicted to them, it's the people surrounding me who actually shaped my childhood. Haha! I wasn't a crazy fan of Japanese stuff but that was what's right in front of me so I took it. Just for the sake of entertainment.

Everything changed when I was 12. Dafi was the love of my life. Then at 13, I got to know David Archuleta. Stayed loyal until now. Heh. Though I must say that I liked others too but not as much as I like David. Like, One Direction, Demi Lovato, etc. I enjoy them. :) I was like, so into Western music because that's all David ever talks about. Hahah. Oh, during Foundation, I was brainwashed with Korean stuff. Huh.

Now that's a long post about my childhood! Wait, there's more. Before I entered primary school. When I was 3 or 4... I loved Westlife, Backstreet Boys, The Moffatts, 911, N*Sync, S Club 7, M2M, The Corrs. Whoa. Yep, that was me. I guess I had a lot of English influence since I was a toddler. Hm. Lucky me. :)

Okay, wow. It's 2am already. I should hit the hay! Alhamdulillah for everything. I guess me growing up wasn't that bad at all. Though I've never climbed a tree until I was 16. Heh. Alright. I hope by reading this post, you'll be able to get to know me more. ;)

Fi hifzillah.

MEdSI coming up!

Assalamualaikum! :)

So I'm going to sit for MEdSI this Friday at UMS. It stands for Malaysian Educator Selection Inventory. I think? Anyway, it's for those who are interested in continuing their studies in education for degree. Basically to become teachers.

Everyone was so nervous to get to know if they were selected for MEdSI or not. I mean, what else can they be doing if they don't even get selected for the test? How the heck are they going to continue their studies because all they applied for was teaching. Haha. So we all waited and waited and finally on the 18th, the results were out. I checked and yep, I'm selected.

Basically it's a test to see how willing you are to be a teacher as well as your personality. There will be 300 questions and you need to answer them in an hour. Someone told me that you need to finish all the questions and there's no time to play around and let your thoughts wander. Just read the questions carefully and clearly and then answer.

I hope that I will be able to do well and pass the test. I really need this. I just want and need to continue my studies in TESL. B. Ed. TESL. CEWAHHHHH. Never thought that I am actually growing up and going to continue my studies for degree! Please pray for me. Really. :)

I think I will post about the test after I've taken it and also a post about the UM interview. Well, who knows there might be future teens like me, wanting to continue their studies and wondering what it would be like. I truly understand their feelings. Wanting to know how the experience will be before going to the test or interview. So many questions in their heads. I was clueless when I was called for an interview for Foundation in TESL in UiTM. But I read some blogs and they were really helpful.

Anyway, I guess that's all for now. Seems like my mind has been focusing a lot on my studies lately. So nervous. In sha Allah everything will be alright. Okay. Tata. Ciao. xoxo.

Assalamualaikum. :)

Saturday, May 17, 2014

Degree in TESL Interview...... at UM?!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. :)

It's 3.45am. Hm.

So about twelve hours ago, the students who applied for first year degree in UM got to check on their application. I checked mine at about 4pm because I didn't know about it until my close friend, Ereen told me. She is called for the interview. Alhamdulillah. So it took a lot of patience on refreshing the page because many other were checking their results, all around Malaysia. I probably refreshed like 50 times or so.

Anyway, I told Ereen that I'm sure I won't get called. I don't know why but I just felt that I won't. Why? Because my pointers were not as amazing as the others. With my pointer, I think the best university I can get is UiTM. However, Ereen told me to check first and we'll never know what Allah has planned. So I refreshed again and there it was, the page. I clicked on it, typed my IC number and.......

Alhamdulillah! I got called for interview! I was so shocked. I just didn't know what to think at that time. We're talking about UM, here. One of the top universities in Malaysia. Heck, it's University of Malaya. My father studied here. My sister studied here. Also, I've been here quite a number of times because of my sister. Visited her and such.

Anyway, I went down and told my parents. "Ma, Ika dapat interview UM." The look on my mom's face was priceless. And then I asked if I should attend or not and she told me to attend. I was speechless. I mean, if I don't attend, I might be able to go to UiTM, where I've been for 8 months. But I guess Allah has His plans. I'm just going with it. If I don't get UM, I still have UiTM. In sha Allah.

I told my friends and also someone. That someone happens to be in KL so, yeah. I was hoping to meet him on that day. We were planning on meeting in September or October but I guess we could meet in..... a week? I don't know. I'm so nervous. We've been looking forward to it and bam! NEXT WEEK. What is this. Lol. I guess I'll have to just go with it.

Right. Serious stuff. The interview. I'm pretty nervous about it because I've been in a cave for almost two months. Hm. I need to start paying attention to the news. I need to brush up my speaking skills and my vocabulary. This is TESL, we're talking about. As much as I wanted UiTM, UM is better, in a way? I don't know. I don't mind getting these two, really. I'll just do my best for both and in sha Allah, He will decide which is the best for me.

My other sister told me a couple hours ago that studying in UM might be a challenge because it's near to MidValley. Oh, the temptations! Imagine! Living in the middle of KL! EVERYTHING IS THERE! Sort of. If I really do pass the interview, I hope that I can make it through degree. I mean, UM is a whole new place. I might get culture shock all over again, like I did in UiTM. Hm.

Okay, so things are getting really serious now. No more playing around. I need to focus and study. I can't be a little girl anymore. I have to grow up. This is tough. Sometimes I wish that I can stay as a little kid. Sometimes I wish that I can relive my high school moments again and again and again even if it means having to wake up early and go to school and get back tired. I don't mind. But now. Things have changed. I am a grown woman. I am a lady. kekeke :v

Please, please, please, pray for me. Pray that I'll get through life easily. I hope I can. With His guidance. I know I can. I still need to get closer to Allah. I hope that wherever I might go next, there will always be someone who keep me in track. Who remind me when I do something wrong. Who tell me to do good deeds. I really hope someone will be there, constantly reminding me. In sha Allah. I really want to change.

Okay, that's enough for this entry. I guess I've been blogging quite a lot these days, huh? It's mainly because someone told me to. Well, I guess it's a good thing because then I'll be keeping in track of my life and my thoughts at the current situation. Plus, I can work on my writing skills. Heh. THIS IS A TESL STUDENT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT HERE. I still need to learn a lot. Okay. That's enough. Thank you for reading, if you did.

Fi hifzillah.

So this is the REAL THING, on what happened during the interview. :)

Second Edit.
I got accepted! Alhamdulillah. You can read about it here.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Sebelum Aku Bernikah

Assalamualaikum! :)

It's 4am. 13th May 2014.

13th May, eh? In 1969, a riot happened between the races in Malaysia. I'm happy that after that, all the Malaysians got along. But today, things are... starting to be different. I don't know. I'm fine with my friends, let them be Malay, Chinese, Indian or Kadazan. They're all awesome people and I'm really glad that I have them in my life. Living in Sabah, there's no boundaries. I felt that everyone was just the same. Truly grateful with the harmony I lived in since I was born here. :)

Anyway, moving on. It's been a month and about a week since I got home. Still confused on what to do. Heh. I've finished a book though. It's called Sebelum Aku Bernikah by Hilal Asyraf. It's a really good book. Very simple yet meaningful. It tells a story(?) of Hilal before he got married. The feelings he had, trying to get that girl and finally getting engaged. It's not some cheesy love story. It's the things he did. It's about preparing yourself. Marriage is a huge thing. Marriage happens in a day but that.... status of being a husband or wife - it lasts for the rest of your lives. Unless you're divorced or something then Idk. haha.

It's so simple to just sit and get to know a person then saying to yourself, "I want to marry him/her." It doesn't work that way. It's..... more than that. This is someone you're going to spend your whole life with. Are you prepared? To wake up beside that person, to see that person when he's mad, having to do things he says when you're ohhh so lazy. Heh. Before stepping into marriage, consider changing yourself. Making yourself better. The most important thing is your faith in God and also your discipline. (and other things too but yeah I wanna talk about these two)

Faith in God. How strong you are? No one can judge it. You yourself won't know how good you are. Just keep improving. Do it for Him. In sha Allah, He will accept it. If you don't pray and you think that you're ready to get married? That's just plain wrong. Settle the simplest yet the most important thing is life. Your prayers. Five times a day. Better yet, more. Then after you get married, you can like, pray together with your husband then bring along your kids and build a super happy cute family. :')

OKAY! So... your discipline. Who is going to cook? Clean? Take care of your husband? IT'S YOU. If you can't be diligent for yourself now, how the heck can you take care of yourself AND your husband? It's a huge task, I tell you. I honestly have no idea how my mother managed to take care of the seven of her children and my dad. Especially me. o_o I feel like I'm the laziest of the bunch. Lol. But in a way, I managed to still clean things up. Ngeh. I still need to fix myself.

Umm. So. Yeah. Get yourself ready first before even thinking about getting married. Look at yourself and think, "Am I ready to share my life with another person and having to live every single day with that person with all the responsibilities in hand?" If no, then fix yourself. :3 Why am I typing so much. See how much a book influences me? Tukar topik, tukar topik.

So I have a lot of books to read. I have a driving license to get. I have a room to clean. I have a house to take care of. Most importantly, I have my faith to work on. I was lost, still am quite a bit lost but I think I found the light. I think someone is God sent. For some reason. I don't know. Why did Allah let him enter into my life? To change me? To make me better? That's what I feel. However, I hope that I'm not dragging that person to where I am now. I hope that in a way, I'm making him improve himself too. We're nothing but close(?) friends. He makes me happy and I hope that I make him happy.

Alhamdulillah is all that I can say. I got lost, I was found. Lost again and found. Two amazing men found me. I feel like they're God sent. First was David, honestly. Second is.... this dude. Yeah. Alhamdulillah. I know it's like I'm exaggerating but that's what I feel, what I think. I know they're not perfect but they made me realise how important religion is. I've lived until today because of Him. He gave me everything yet I was always forgetting. I hope I won't forget from this day on and until the future. In sha Allah.

I guess that is all for now. Pray that I'll be strong. (I miss someone, by the way and I hope when that someone reads this, he'll text me to say he read this. Heh. :v)


Sunday, May 11, 2014

just a dream~

Assalamualaikum. :)

So. I had a dream. It was beautiful but scary. I think I can still remember bits of it. I was kinda sad that I woke up, though. I was totally enjoying it. So here it goes......

I went into this mall, it was kind of dim. I was searching for someone and finally I found that person. Let's call that person H. So I walked up to him and we saw each other for the first time. I think we laughed for a bit. And then we went to hunt for food. Like I said, it was kind of dim so the place was dark and Idk. People were walking around, minding their own business. Then I saw a restaurant that sells sushi but we didn't go in there. We walked and walked and I was walking so fast that H was left behind. I was by this pillar and then H hugged me from behind like wtf. I was like wtf. Then for some reason, in my mind, I was like, "Zu, this is just a dream. It will never happen, don't worry." And then I turned to H and laughed. After that we went on searching for a place to eat. I then ran out and there were stalls. Selling takoyaki, ice-cream, fried stuff. Then I bought ice-cream for myself and H. Then surprisingly H hugged me from behind again and then H fed me ice-cream. Like what the heck was going on in my brain, really? =_= It was surreal.

Then I woke up and I was like, "ha ha ha Zu. Nice one." =_= That is all. I'm working on a story. A love story actually. It is kind of based on a true story. Not mine, someone else's. Their love story is painfully beautiful. It's true, I tell you. :) Adios for now.