bored.

• 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
• Nopeeee.

• 2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
• Negative.

• 3. Have you taken someones virginity?
• Nopeee.

• 4. Is trust a big issue for you?
• Maybe.

• 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
• Like a week ago. :/

• 6. What are you excited for?
• Second semester.

• 7. What happened tonight?
• Idk yet.

• 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
• Guess so.

• 9. Is confidence cute?
• It's awesome.

• 10. What is the last beverage you had?
• Milo.

• 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
• A lot?

• 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
• Too fat to own one.

• 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
• Watch tv I guess..

• 14. What are you going to spend money on next?
• Albums, food.

• 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
• Maybe.

• 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
• Definitely.

• 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
• No one.

• 18. The last time you felt broken?
• Recently.

• 19. Have you had sex today?
• No.

• 20. Are you starting to realize anything?
• Yep.

• 21. Are you in a good mood?
• Not really.

• 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
• Yes!

• 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
• Not sure... o_o

• 24. What do you want right this second?
• Being with someone.

• 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
• Idk. Ngeh.

• 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
• Yep, never changed.

• 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
• Probably not.

• 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
• I forgot... it was something, last night..

• 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
• SO BADLY T_T

• 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
• Mm-hmm.

• 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
• Nope.

• 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
• YES :')

• 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
• NO.

• 34. Listening to?
• Demi Lovato - Lightweight.

• 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
• All the time.

• 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
• On his way to work.

• 37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
• Idk.. nahh.

• 38. Who did you last call?
• Someone.

• 39. Who was the last person you danced with?
• ... IDK. No one T_T

• 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
• because I wanted to.

• 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
• Long time ago.

• 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
• Nope.

• 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
• Maybe.

• 44. Do you tan in the nude?
• No.

• 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
• Never.

• 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
• Sort of.

• 47. Who was the last person to call you?
• Someone.

• 48. Do you sing in the shower?
• Nope.

• 49. Do you dance in the car?
• When I'm alone.

• 50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
• Yes.

• 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
• Uhm... for passport picture lol.

• 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
• No.

• 53. Is Christmas stressful?
• Idk.

• 54. Ever eat a pierogi?
• No.

• 55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
• Apple?

• 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
• Teacher, doctor, nurse.

• 57. Do you believe in ghosts?
• Idk.

• 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
• Yeap.

• 59. Take a vitamin daily?
• Negative.

• 60. Wear slippers?
• Yes.

• 61. Wear a bath robe?
• Everyday, someday.

• 62. What do you wear to bed?
• Clothes.

• 63. First concert?
• David Archuleta's. ;)

• 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
• Giant.

• 65. Nike or Adidas?
• Idk.

• 66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
• Idk.

• 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
• Peanuts.

• 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
• 22.

• 69. Ever take dance lessons?
• Nope.

• 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
• Maybe.

• 71. Can you curl your tongue?
• Yeap.

• 72. Ever won a spelling bee?
• No. =_=

• 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
• Yes.

• 74. What is your favorite book?
• Idk.

• 75. Do you study better with or without music?
• WITH MUSIC.

• 76. Regularly burn incense?
• Ha?

• 77. Ever been in love?
• Yes.

• 78. Who would you like to see in concert?
• David Archuleta, One Direction, Demi Lovato.

• 79. What was the last concert you saw?
• David's.

• 80. Hot tea or cold tea?
• Hot tea.

• 81. Tea or coffee?
• Tea.

• 82. Favorite type of cookie?
• Chocolate chip.

• 83. Can you swim well?
• Nop.

• 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
• Yeap.

• 85. Are you patient?
• Sometimes.

• 86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
• Band.

• 87. Ever won a contest?
• Yes :')

• 88. Ever have plastic surgery?
• Never.

• 89. Which are better black or green olives?
• Black?

• 90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
• Nope, never. BAD.

• 91. Best room for a fireplace?
• Living room.

• 92. Do you want to get married?
• Definitely.

the past two weeks :)

Assalamualaikum!

How are you all doing? :) I'm doing fine here. Hari Raya was quite boring. I met my family and relatives but other than that.... nothing. We didn't visit other relatives. We didn't play firecrackers. It was sad, for me. I thought I would enjoy it this year but no. :/ Everyone was sick, anyway. Flu, fever, cough. So the day after I got back, I got fever too. Haha. Thank God I'm fine now. :)

Last Saturday I went to Sunway Pyramid. Watched Percy Jackson. It was so cool! But I think it was so short. I kind of wish the movie was longer. Hahah. Had Sushi King too! It was so good. Been a long time since I last ate sushi. :) After that just went around Sunway then went back. GOT FEVER ALL OVER AGAIN. HAHA! The next day I was alright.

Hmm.... The other day I got stressed out. So super stressed. I CRIED. I didn't cry for a long time already. I guess I felt homesick. Haha! Also stressed about my studies. But Syira, Aida, Diya and Nurin were there for me. :') I need to stop procrastinating. Like, pronto. I need to stop doing things and just go sleep. It's so bad for me. Sooner or later, I would regret it. I need to remind myself to get 4 Flat. Popelat po Debid. Okay? Ok. Then I have some minutes to do. AAAHHH. Oh God, help me. :(

I'm actually seeing someone now. HEHEHAHA. No. =_= We just text each other like everyday. Haha! He's alright :3 But then again nothing's going on.. It's forever David. lolz.

DAVID IS COMING BACK SOOOOON!! OMG. 7 months to go! It's not a long time! Guess what, it's already AUGUST in 2013. 7 months won't be that long! Heheh. Anyway, yeah.. I should go off now. Ciaoo~~ I hope everyone is alright. Pray for me though! My studies and my health. OH MAN I NEED TO START EXERCISING!

I did the other day... From 5.40 until 7. We played squash for like, 3 minutes then jogged for 3 minutes then walked back. Turned out that the gym was open so I exercised using the cycle thingy until 7. Hahah. My thighs sore the day after. =_= But it felt so good and so awesome! I wish I can do it again! SOON. Okay I shall go now. Bye xoxo. hahah.

family

Assalamualaikum!

Heheh :D Yesterday half of my class went to eat at Burger Bakar Abg Burn. It was awesome! I organized it since like, last week. I wanted the whole class to come but some had already made plans, so it's okay. I had to book the place then ask my classmates what they wanted and collect their money and go to the restaurant and book again. omg. It was so much work but it was worth it! :)

I really appreciate those who came. I mean, I'm not sure if they can see the effort I'm putting? It's like, I really want them to become a family. I want US to become a family. There may be cliques but no harm in hanging out together, right? I just... want everyone to spend time with each other and just sit and talk. They're my family now. I need to be there for them and they need to be there for me (if they want to but I hope they do). Who else am I suppose to depend on if it's not them?

Anyway, Syawal is coming soon! I really can't wait! I'm not going back to Sabah, though. This year it will be at Perlis! :D I can't wait to meet my family and relatives! It's been two months since I last saw my parents and my brothers. I've met two of my sisters though. Ohhh omg. I want to meet baby Zara too! :') I miss her so much! SHE'S GROWN. Omg. She's turning one in a month! Heehee. Plus she can walk, I think? And respond to us and stuff. Omg. I just can't wait to meet her. :') The fact that I took care of her during the early weeks she was in this world. Heh.

UGH I WISH I CAN CONTINUE TYPING BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE HERE. NOISY PEOPLE. I REALLY DISLIKE THEM. WHY CAN'T THEY BE QUIET FOR ONCE. IT'S THE LIBRARY FOR GOD'S SAKE. MANNERS PEOPLE, MANNERS. You're making me dislike your faculty and everyone in your faculty. PLEASE. I don't want to. You're making me do so. Pfffft.

amigos and beebeedee

Okay so I know I post here a lot lately but this will be the last one for now. I just want to talk about my friends here. They're like, the greatest bunch of people ever. I don't know how I would survive without them. 

First are my unique roommates. Hahah! Like seriously they come from Kelantan, Terengganu and Perak. They're so funny at times hahah. but I guess I tend to be the crazy one. Ngeheheh.

Next is my family. They're my brothers and sister. :) Afif, Afiq, Shafiq and Syira. They're always there for me and I really don't know what I would do without them. It's like they're constantly with me and I just appreciate their company. I would never want to lose them. They're the ones who care for me when I'm here. I just don't get that love from the people I should be getting it from. It hurts me so bad but thank God for my awesome bros and sis. :') I really love them and I hope I will never, ever lose them. I know things happen and I totally get it. I totally get why things is the way they are. I don't mind but maybe it'll take time for me to really sink it in. I totally get it. I do. I hope that we will remain as family forever. Because I love them that much. I really love them. CAN YOU HEAR ME?! I REALLY LOVE THEM AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THEM. okay that is all HAHAH.

You know when you got to know someone through the internet then meet them real life? Well I really like that. As dangerous it may seem, when you really be careful, it'll be safe. I got to know this dude through Twitter and met him in real life like, almost two months ago. I must say he's totally what I pictured he would be. Hahah I'm glad we're friends. :)

Well I guess that's all for now? Idk. I hope to meet more people through the net though... like my archufriends. :3

OMG BUT DID I MENTION HOW MUCH I MISS DAVID?!?!? T_T I just... gahh. I can't describe how I'm feeling now. I miss his voice, his vlogs, his face, just simply his presence. I miss him :( it's like he's my boyfriend or something. But the thing is, he IS my boyfriend. Hahah! Cuz he always makes me happy :3 bbd, I'm still here waiting for you. I know you'd never hurt me so I decide to be with you forever. Love you. 

vas happenin?

Assalamualaikum!

How are you all doing? I still wonder though if there's even anyone reading this. Hahah! I bet there's none. =_=

Let's get straight to the point! Well college life have been quite fun. Wake up early morning, get ready for lectures, take the bus, walk and walk and walk, attend lecture, finish lecture, eat, go back to college, sleep. Hahah! Perhaps do laundry or maybe do the assignments. Lately though, I've been spending my time at Syira and Aida's room, talking about life. This is quite sad. Hahah!

So.... I like this dude but he likes another girl. HAHA. Okay. I'm fine with that but the fact that he knows and he can see the pain in my eyes just kills me. Well, that's what my friend said. Maybe I'm not acting good enough. Maybe I should just start ignoring it. Maybe I should like the person I liked waaaay before this. The dude who has swag. HAHA. I mean poyo, in a good way (??). Oh man, I shouldn't be bothering about this. I'm here to study, right? To get 4 Flat. #4Flat4David.

I'm not sure if some people understand what #4Flat4David means. Well, it's like, if I get 4 Flat, people around me would be happy. Plus David would be back by then. Which means there might be a welcome home celebration or maybe his first concert after the hiatus or maybe he'll come here. Or maybe I should go to him. Whatever it is, I want to go. I want to go. To me, 4 Flat is my chance to meet David again. So I need to focus. I know I'm not that rich like some people who met him like a million times. SO THIS IS MY TICKET TO MEET HIM AGAIN.

4 Flat 4 David.

FOCUS ZULAIKHA, FOCUS.

Anyway so today I played frisbee and squash with Aida, Syira, Afiq and Shafiq. It was so much fun! hahah! I was reluctant to do it at first but I played! heheh :) I want to do it again! :D I'm not sure when but it will happen! Maybe with different group of people? Idk. EXERCISE ZU, EXERCISE!!!! :D

Exercise your body. Exercise your mind. Exercise your faith. You can do this!! It's not that hard! You just have to believe and pray. :) It's almost 1.30am by the way. Hahah! Ohmyyy. I hope I'll make it tomorrow! Suddenly hungry =_= Anyway, yeah... good night! :) Wish me luck for everything!

Assalamualaikum!