The way you talk.
The way you laugh.
The way you insert jokes.
The way you tell me stories.
The way you guide me.
Why? I keep asking myself. Why me? I don't deserve this. I don't think I ever do. I think that you deserve better. Why me? Why...........
Tonight's conversation was something I've never expected before. Ever. Thank you for telling me stories about Prophet Yusuf. It was truly interesting. In sha Allah that one day, I will actually recite and understand it myself.
It was...... something. I never thought that one day I would actually have someone tell me all these and bring me closer to God. I don't know how long are you going to be here, maybe for a moment, maybe forever. Wallahua'lam. But still. Alhamdulillah. Thank You and thank you. I am truly grateful.
Let me just enjoy this for now and we'll see what happens in the future. You've never seen the bad side of me yet so...... I hope that you're going to be ready for it. In sha Allah.