family

Assalamualaikum!

Heheh :D Yesterday half of my class went to eat at Burger Bakar Abg Burn. It was awesome! I organized it since like, last week. I wanted the whole class to come but some had already made plans, so it's okay. I had to book the place then ask my classmates what they wanted and collect their money and go to the restaurant and book again. omg. It was so much work but it was worth it! :)

I really appreciate those who came. I mean, I'm not sure if they can see the effort I'm putting? It's like, I really want them to become a family. I want US to become a family. There may be cliques but no harm in hanging out together, right? I just... want everyone to spend time with each other and just sit and talk. They're my family now. I need to be there for them and they need to be there for me (if they want to but I hope they do). Who else am I suppose to depend on if it's not them?

Anyway, Syawal is coming soon! I really can't wait! I'm not going back to Sabah, though. This year it will be at Perlis! :D I can't wait to meet my family and relatives! It's been two months since I last saw my parents and my brothers. I've met two of my sisters though. Ohhh omg. I want to meet baby Zara too! :') I miss her so much! SHE'S GROWN. Omg. She's turning one in a month! Heehee. Plus she can walk, I think? And respond to us and stuff. Omg. I just can't wait to meet her. :') The fact that I took care of her during the early weeks she was in this world. Heh.

UGH I WISH I CAN CONTINUE TYPING BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE HERE. NOISY PEOPLE. I REALLY DISLIKE THEM. WHY CAN'T THEY BE QUIET FOR ONCE. IT'S THE LIBRARY FOR GOD'S SAKE. MANNERS PEOPLE, MANNERS. You're making me dislike your faculty and everyone in your faculty. PLEASE. I don't want to. You're making me do so. Pfffft.

amigos and beebeedee

Okay so I know I post here a lot lately but this will be the last one for now. I just want to talk about my friends here. They're like, the greatest bunch of people ever. I don't know how I would survive without them. 

First are my unique roommates. Hahah! Like seriously they come from Kelantan, Terengganu and Perak. They're so funny at times hahah. but I guess I tend to be the crazy one. Ngeheheh.

Next is my family. They're my brothers and sister. :) Afif, Afiq, Shafiq and Syira. They're always there for me and I really don't know what I would do without them. It's like they're constantly with me and I just appreciate their company. I would never want to lose them. They're the ones who care for me when I'm here. I just don't get that love from the people I should be getting it from. It hurts me so bad but thank God for my awesome bros and sis. :') I really love them and I hope I will never, ever lose them. I know things happen and I totally get it. I totally get why things is the way they are. I don't mind but maybe it'll take time for me to really sink it in. I totally get it. I do. I hope that we will remain as family forever. Because I love them that much. I really love them. CAN YOU HEAR ME?! I REALLY LOVE THEM AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THEM. okay that is all HAHAH.

You know when you got to know someone through the internet then meet them real life? Well I really like that. As dangerous it may seem, when you really be careful, it'll be safe. I got to know this dude through Twitter and met him in real life like, almost two months ago. I must say he's totally what I pictured he would be. Hahah I'm glad we're friends. :)

Well I guess that's all for now? Idk. I hope to meet more people through the net though... like my archufriends. :3

OMG BUT DID I MENTION HOW MUCH I MISS DAVID?!?!? T_T I just... gahh. I can't describe how I'm feeling now. I miss his voice, his vlogs, his face, just simply his presence. I miss him :( it's like he's my boyfriend or something. But the thing is, he IS my boyfriend. Hahah! Cuz he always makes me happy :3 bbd, I'm still here waiting for you. I know you'd never hurt me so I decide to be with you forever. Love you. 

vas happenin?

Assalamualaikum!

How are you all doing? I still wonder though if there's even anyone reading this. Hahah! I bet there's none. =_=

Let's get straight to the point! Well college life have been quite fun. Wake up early morning, get ready for lectures, take the bus, walk and walk and walk, attend lecture, finish lecture, eat, go back to college, sleep. Hahah! Perhaps do laundry or maybe do the assignments. Lately though, I've been spending my time at Syira and Aida's room, talking about life. This is quite sad. Hahah!

So.... I like this dude but he likes another girl. HAHA. Okay. I'm fine with that but the fact that he knows and he can see the pain in my eyes just kills me. Well, that's what my friend said. Maybe I'm not acting good enough. Maybe I should just start ignoring it. Maybe I should like the person I liked waaaay before this. The dude who has swag. HAHA. I mean poyo, in a good way (??). Oh man, I shouldn't be bothering about this. I'm here to study, right? To get 4 Flat. #4Flat4David.

I'm not sure if some people understand what #4Flat4David means. Well, it's like, if I get 4 Flat, people around me would be happy. Plus David would be back by then. Which means there might be a welcome home celebration or maybe his first concert after the hiatus or maybe he'll come here. Or maybe I should go to him. Whatever it is, I want to go. I want to go. To me, 4 Flat is my chance to meet David again. So I need to focus. I know I'm not that rich like some people who met him like a million times. SO THIS IS MY TICKET TO MEET HIM AGAIN.

4 Flat 4 David.

FOCUS ZULAIKHA, FOCUS.

Anyway so today I played frisbee and squash with Aida, Syira, Afiq and Shafiq. It was so much fun! hahah! I was reluctant to do it at first but I played! heheh :) I want to do it again! :D I'm not sure when but it will happen! Maybe with different group of people? Idk. EXERCISE ZU, EXERCISE!!!! :D

Exercise your body. Exercise your mind. Exercise your faith. You can do this!! It's not that hard! You just have to believe and pray. :) It's almost 1.30am by the way. Hahah! Ohmyyy. I hope I'll make it tomorrow! Suddenly hungry =_= Anyway, yeah... good night! :) Wish me luck for everything!

Assalamualaikum!

UiTM Shah Alam

HIII OMGGG.

I am online. I am here. Blogging. hahahah. So...

UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor. Been here for three weeks. I'm living at Kolej Mawar heheheh. First week in.... well, we had orientation. They call it Minggu Destini Siswa. It was hectic and so super controlled like PLKN. The seniors guide us, told us about UiTM, what to do, the registration, all the documents and stuff. It was so tiring! Had only two hours of sleep each day for a week. Hahah! But really, the abangsss and kakaksss are so awesome although we were scold for so. many. times. HAHA! But I guess we all still love each other :)

So, first week of lecture! Ohh man. Let's start on the previous Friday. We went to our own faculties and mine (TESL) is at INTEC. It was so cool hahah. We had a placement test which we were totally unprepared for. SHOCKAAHH. So yeah, I tried my best and.... yep. Monday we had several talks about the courses we're going to take and the ground rules of being in INTEC. Actually the Faculty of Education students study there. So... yeah. Tuesday we got to know our classes. There are 5 classes in total and I'm in Group E. I felt so super dumb at first but who cares, after two weeks, we all bonded like a real family. :') AHH I LOVE GROUP E!!!

Anyway, the lecturers. The lecturers are fine.... some are funny, some are making me nervous. Haha! Nonetheless, they're still awesome. I hope I'll get along with them and maybe learn more things from them. I NEED TO GET FOUR FLAT!!!! :D

Okay moving on..... I had to wash clothes by hand omg. I wash them twice a week I think? Haha. But really, it's so tiring. I would send to the dobi(???) but it would cost a lot. Ohhh regarding food. Oh man, everything is here but I really have to control my spending. I think I spent about RM10 a day for the first two weeks but after that I start spending about RM5 a day. How, you may ask? Well, I just eat biscuits I bought earlier in the week and eat them for breakfast or dinner. Hahah! I really gotta save, I tell you! Plus the books are SO EXPENSIVE. Imagine like, a normal workbook like the one you had in high school costs RM33. WHat WHAT WHAT. HAHAHAHAH.

OK. So umm.. So many things I want to write! Hahah! Umm... second weekend here, I went to MidValley and SOGO with Mahirah and Mariam :D Then the next weekend, I went to Paradigm Mall with both of my sisters to see Kim Jong Kook lol. Third weekend, which is this week, I went to McD with Afiq to do assignment then I went to Carnivale play. It was so cool! The actors/actresses were so talented! I hope to be like them someday ;)

What else...... ahahahah. ASSIGNMENTS. Oh man.. there's so many of them. Lol. I'm supposed to be doing few right now but you know.. let's just rest for a bit. heheh. I hope everything will work out along the way, Insya Allah! Ahh why do I type so fast. All the points and main points are everywhere. Haha! How am I supposed to be good in College Writing then?!?! It's okay, still learning. XD

Okay, I shall stop now. Might update every week? We'll see :) Ohhh btw I still miss David. OMG EVERYONE IN MY CLASS KNOWS I LOVE DAVID NOW LIKE WHATTT. Even the lecturer, Mr Adlan. Haha! Ohh well!!! :3

Btw I love my roommates. Hanis from Perak, Suraya from Kelantan and Syarifah from Terengganu. Then there's me, Zulaikha from Sabah. Isn't that cool? We're from everyywhereeee. Haha! Btw there's this adorable dude HAHAHAH Idk why does he exist like, seriously. =_= But he's not in my class so that's fine haha! I'll just let him be!! Gotta focus on #4Flat4David haha! OK. OK.

Bye xoxoxoxo. :3 Wish me luck for the whole upcoming one year! Pray for me. :)

Big Step. forward :)

Ah, yes... well the time has come for another post. This is an important thing for me. It's probably important for everyone else too. Eh Idk why does it matter anyway HAHA.

So yeah, I'm leaving early morning tomorrow to Kuala Lumpur. For what? To continue my studies! I got accepted into TESL Foundation at UiTM Shah Alam. I'm so thankful for that! Mainly because if I didn't get this, I'd have to go to Matriculation which I really, really, don't like. No more science for me, thanks.

Also, it means I passed my interview! heheh! Who would've thought?! I really made myself think that, oh, I'm not going to get picked because I sang David's song and I talked too fast and the written test was shizzy. BUT NOOO~~ I GOT PICKED!!! HAHAHA. Thank youuu, interviewers! It really means a lot!

Anyway, I am really, really nervous about this. What if I screw up?! I mean... meeting a whole new different people, in a place so different from what I'm used to. I'd have to be independent. Gah, that's what scares me most. Not forgetting being apart from my family and close friends. :( Ohh, and the internet too. I've been on here for like, 10 hours each day, maybe? Soon it'll be just 5 minutes a day. Oh man, Idk if I can handle this. Well I hope I can! OHHH!! Another thing! I also want to improve on my faith! This is the most important part of being away, is that I can focus on this without other distractions. LOSE WEIGHT TOO. I hope so, please, please. I just want to be healthy!

There's so many things to write about! Haha! Besides all that, I get to be closer to my relatives! heheh :D And my PLKN friends. weehoo~~ OMGGG. One Direction concert and Demi Lovato's. Yep, the only ones I'd go to. Also David's obviously but he's coming back in 10 months so... yeah. Heeheee :)

GOOD FOOD. Yess. Ok I shall leave that there. hahahahah.

I AM LEAVING VERY EXTREMELY SOON. This will probably be my last blog entry for.... I'm not sure how long.

Anyway, wish me luck please! And pray for me! It'll be much appreciated! :) Always smile and be positive!! :D