juniors

Okay so I've been on Twitter a lot and replying some of my juniors and... I just. The fact that they acknowledge me and they actually know me. Like, they ask where am I studying, what am I taking, am I coming back to KK. It makes me feel so appreciated. I truly do. I just didn't expect for these cute juniors actually knowing me. HAHA. Idk. :')

thoughts

I've been wanting to post here but I have no idea about what.

Let's see. Some things have been quite complicated for me. Things I can't avoid. Things that I know will happen sooner or later, also in the future. Sometimes I feel like some things aren't that worth of my attention but it is always there. Not leaving my mind, even for a second. I've been trying to keep my head up and brace this thing. It really is quite hard for me and also the people affected, but we try our best to sort things out. Maybe it's just the distance, so I know that when we meet again, everything will be alright. It was just a matter of time and space.

Anyway, I just hope that things will get better in time. I know it will. Nothing is needed but love, trust and attention. Although I must say that sometimes, each of us need our own space to think. I know there's a reason why we've been put together all these while. It's a message sent from above. I have no idea what is the real meaning of all of this but I know it can develop me into a better person. Not just me, also the ones involved.

I guess. That is all? I hope things will clear up soon. I honestly have never felt this way before and when I do, I'm totally clueless about it. In sha Allah things will work out.

x.

social media

September 2007. YouTube.

October 2007. Blogger.

November 2008. Facebook.

April 2009. Twitter.

October 2010. Tumblr.

Suddenly intrigued to get to know about these stuff. Everything started when I got to know Dafi. He was the reason I joined YouTube and Blogger. Facebook was my own interest. Twitter? David. After that, Tumblr was just influence from the internet. Heheh. Random post lol.

I didn't properly announce what did I get for my first semester..... well....

4Flat4David.....?

Assalamualaikum! :)

How are you all doing? Haha! Why do I pretend that I have readers? Oh well. Anyway, so, how do I say this... The results for my first semester is out. It's quite good but not what I expected. I expected higher. I expected more. But honestly, this is more than enough. Idek, that's so contradicting. Haha! It's quite average, I guess, for people like me. I don't even know what I mean by people like me. =_=

Anyway, it's above 3.0.... You know how I said I wanted 4Flat. Nope. Swoosh, gone. Haha! My friends say it's alright, though. Most of them that I knew got 3.0 and above as well. So, I guess it's fine?!?!?! I DON'T EVEN KNOW. I WANT MORE HAHAHAH. But still, Alhamdulillah. I could've gotten worse, you know?

Can I just say that.. well, I did my best. I know I could've done better but this is it. With all the last minute assignments, all the staying up, going out, last minute studying.. yet I achieved this. Alhamdulillah. Without Allah, I don't think I would be able to get this. Then there are my lecturers whom taught me a lot. I'm really excited to learn more, though. After that, my friends. They have been there through thick and thin, they have helped me a lot and I really appreciate it. :D

Wait, wait.... I got 5A's and 3Bs. HAHA IS THAT OKAY OR IS THAT BAD?! I don't even know. Ohh man. I can't believe I got an A for Islamic Studies, though. I'm pretty sure I sucked at it. Hahah! Then there's Malaysian Studies and Study Skills. Got B for them. I kind of expected it, because I honestly didn't do my best. No. I did not. Kind of regret it but it has happened.

ok. um. I just. so..... I've been chatting and go on Twitter... and.. I don't know. My results isn't that WHOAOHMYGODSOSMART, okay? It's just average. We ALL got average. Above 3.0.. Stop saying that I'm smart or something. I don't know, it's just dumb luck.

just a long one

Assalamualaikum! :)

How are you all doing? I'm not sure why am I writing here. Hahah! I guess out of boredom. Hmm. It's the 29th of October. I heard that the results for first semester is coming out on the 1st of November. Well, being me, I get so super excited to know about my results. I have no idea why. I think I just have this weird overconfidence thing where, I think I did great and get excited to know what I achieved. However, it turns out bad or average. Haha! Well, what can I do? I'm still so excited for my results. I just hope that I can get as near to 4 Flat as possible. :)

What am I doing to talk about next? Probably about my faith. So after PLKN, I really learnt a lot more about my religion and then I kind of neglect it. Then came UiTM, where I really had to learn everything by myself. I mean, my friends were there but it was really up to me to change myself. So I did. I tried to do my religious duties as.... perfect? as I can. I must say, I'm pretty much proud of myself. How far I've gotten since after PLKN. I am grateful and I feel so blessed. I thank Allah for guiding me, showing me the light. He made sure I am back on track. Also, the people I mix around with. They're always there to help me. I am really thankful for that. These people, I'm sure, will be blessed. Not forgetting someone special. Well, let's just say that this person kept me, and still do keep me grounded. This person always check up on me from time to time, making sure that I'm still on the right path. In the future, I hope, it will be this person's duty to do so, and knowing that this person is doing it right now makes me happy. This person has always told me to change, to become a better person and I'm trying my best to do that.

Next is... about.... MUET speaking test. Oh man, it was so amazing. I don't want to be overconfident, like I said earlier, but I just am! It was so much fun. I was Candidate A. B was a dude who took engineering I think? C was this beautiful lady who was already working and D was this man, I'm not sure, I think he was in the military or something Idek. So yeah, I was the youngest one in my group and probably in the whole session that morning. Haha! So I kind of helped my group mates. Since I've had experience in doing this speaking test, I kept the group discussion going. I knew we needed to get to 10 minutes and I kind of talked about all the points given. Finally, we all agreed to one point. The most meaningful way to spend your first month's salary is to.... give them to your parents. :D I was so happy because that's the only thing that I could come up with. Also, after the interview, the examiner asked where I studied and I said UiTM Shah Alam, taking TESL. Oh God. I don't know if I should've said that. =_= they might get high expectations on me. Haha! One of the examiner, Miss Georgina, I think, she said that I MIGHTMIGHTMIGHTMIGHT get Band 5. :') That was the biggest compliment ever! Why not Band 6 though? Lol. ONE MORE THING! Candidate D said to me, after the whole thing... he said, "nasib baik ada ko dalam group kami!" Haha! :') I was so happy! Still am! I hope I didn't monopoly the whole discussion though.

Woohoo! I suddenly have more to talk about. Haha! So I bought Demi Lovato's 'new' album, DEMI. Been listening to it and at one point, I spin it 6 times in a row. Haha! I pretty much memorize it by now. So happy :') I can almost relate to some of the songs. Other songs just make me want to move around and just dance like mad! Her UNBROKEN album made me dance a lot, and for this album, I do it a lot too. Heee~ I just feel free now that I'm not in college. I can sing her songs, cry to it, feel it, dance with it, and just enjoy! Haha. Some of my favourite songs are, Heart Attack, Made In The USA, Without The Love, Two Pieces, Something That We're Not, Nightingale, Warrior, Shouldn't Come Back. Okay, that's eight out of 13. Hahah! Her album is just so awesome! :) Ooooh, One Direction's Midnight Memories will come out soon too! Ahh, so much money to waste! David is coming back in 5 months! Whoop whoop!! :D

Do you realize how long this blog post is? It's SUPER LONG. I don't even know if anyone reads it. Hahah! If you do, well, please comment below! Please, please, please. Oh God, as if anyone's reading this. =_= Anyway, I shall end this post here. I might update again like, whenever I have any more stories to share. :) Take care! Remember to always work on your faith, even though you think that you're already good, improve. Be better, become the best. :) Always smile too! Hahah! :) xoxo.