random update

Assalamualaikum. :)

Flying to KL later today and then head back to college! Currently having flu and cough and getting better from fever. Haha! A month of break was something I really cherished. I've missed staying home for a long time. I think since I've got into UM, I had breaks for a week, a couple weeks or maybe three weeks. Sometimes just four days. It's crazy how committed I am to the activities in college. I was supposed to have about two months plus of holidays but nuuu I sacrificed them. Haha! It's for something I'll love, in sha Allah. There's a reason why I'm doing this and I hope it's going to lead to something amazing.

Anyway, Raya was alright. It was tough for the first few days but later on, it was alright. I invited my friends and daaangg, I was so happy! Haha! Served them spaghetti and chicken wings which my mom made. They were delicious! I'm so grateful for my mother. Lately I've been cherishing her so much. More than I did before, I think. Idk. I miss her already although she's always around. I am so going to miss home. I'm not sure why I find it hard to leave home this time. Usually I'd be counting down days till I get back to college but now I dread it. Heh.

OMG. My pointer. Did I talk about my pointer on here? It went down like a crashing parachute. Lel. It's actually something I should be grateful for because it wasn't that easy to get there. But just because I have that benchmark, I am truly and extremely disappointed in myself. I keep saying that I need to work harder but I.... don't. I hope this next semester, I'll do better. In sha Allah. There's a lot of things I need to work on. I know I keep on saying about fixing myself but I always fall out from it. Sucks.

Anyway, I've got a flight to catch in I don't know how many hours. Hence I need rest. Pray that I'll do good in the future.

xoxo, zu.